i'm losing track of this.. haven't posted because it's pretty hard to keep track of what i eat when i'm working :[ friday and saturday i did good. i mean i had maybe one little fried thing which yea bad, but again its 1 so calories wise its not bad.
however today i ate cake, a piece, and fish which is good, but had sauce so deff went over my calories and the cake gave me a tummy ache and made me feel sick so even thou really good cake not sure it was very worth it lol
i'm starting to feel some difference in my clothes which is good but lbs wise its not going too far, not much difference :\
we'll see how the rest of the days go, just 8 more and not much weight gone kind of dissapointed. i'm even thinking of doing 40 days, idk if i can control myself and count calories like a normal person bleh
i'm pretty lonely, sunday night after working all weekend, not much contact with anybody, i can't help to think if i was smaller things would be different, i'd have somebody to at least hang out once a week the end of the day. i just want somebody who thinks im good enough as i am, and says i dont need to change anything but just as i am is not gonna happen. i guess thats asking for too much lol
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