this is almost over and i kind of want to keep going for another 20 days but i keep "cheating" so i need to make some changes. it seems so simple but it's been 23 years and its the same thing :[ not only am i horrified of life and not being successful. not losing weight scares me even more. everybody does it y can't i?
i didn't keep track of my eating. deff more. i had bread. and even calamari ugh being at work messes everything up :\ and so stressful just sucks that u can't lean on anybody in life and it gets to me sometimes and food is my thing and so is alcohol so calories wise this is just all bad. bleh
life really needs to change, just wanna throw everything in the air and act like i dont care even thou everything bothers and upsets me so much.
just rambling, doesn't mean anything. these stupid thoughts in my head that keep me up all night..
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